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[13 Mar 2009|08:28pm] Everything has been moving at breakneck speed for the past few weeks, and so far, I'm not sure if I entirely like it. But either way, it looks like I'd better be strapped in tight for this ride. are you the one for me?

[03 Mar 2009|08:23pm] gonna keep this short as hell since the guys are setting up a movie and I'm cooking dinner, so here goes. Katsu: amazing! My date with Jenn was ruined though, but she seems alright now, a certain ex's ex also had a very long and interesting talk with me. Was not expecting that to happen. IIDX party: fucking epic! Matt finally came to visit and Brendon showed up with his gf too. There were 4 bottles of Everclear, all of which was drank by the end of the night.... and Brooks fucking rocked as the DJ for the night. Kittens: they had to go back to the SPCA because 2 of them wern't eating enough, but that's alright cause I'm supposed to be fostering another litter in a few weeks. It was also great because the day I got the kittens was also apparently my 1yr anniversry of starting at SPCA FIRST: last weekend was the regional kickoff in DC and I got to be a safety advisor, which ended up being incredibly fun and tiring. Wetzel surprised us by showing up from London for it and I got hit on repeatedly by some highschoolers. It's always great when pickup lines include "So, I'm about to graduate..." P.S. I wish I could stop smiling, but I just can't help it with people like you by my side. are you the one for me?

Graduation [20 Dec 2008|05:25pm] So, it's been a week since I graduated and since then life has been both relaxing and very busy. Graduation was really nice, they didn't put us in alphabetical order for my school group, so I got to sit with a bunch of my friends and joke around during the ceremony. Tom and Sherri sat right behind us cracking jokes too, so it was pretty hard to keep a straight face, especially with my family in the stands making faces and whistling. Part of me still really wishes that you would have come out for graduation, it would have been nice to see you in the stands too, but you didn't even like the idea when we were together... so oh well. Now that I'm not overwhelmed with projects and finals to do and am officially done with school, every day has been filled with hanging out with people, volunteering and lots of good sleep. It's been wonderful to just spend every moment with friends and catching up with people all over the state. This weekend is also being spent seeing my cousin, Joshua, who just got back from Iraq. He's fantastic and it feels so amazing to have him back here again, even if it is just for a few weeks before the Marines shove him back over there again. Tonight we should be heading out to some parties around town and then tomorrow it would appear the plan is snowboarding all day, just because we know he won't be getting that opportunity out in the desert. P.S. Sorry, I haven't read any entries in over a month now, been really busy with school and figured that LJ would just be one more distraction from working. I may go back and read them at some point, but it's not likely. P.P.S. I'm in the Herndon area for the holiday's, so if you wish to hang out, call me at 571-225-6103 or IM me at woainikitty Chances are, if you know about this LJ, then I want to see you. So no matter who you are, if you're within 200miles from me, hit me up and I will clear some time for you <3 are you the one for me?

c'est la vie [25 Nov 2008|12:34pm] Spent most of my morning talking with professors about my grade status since I was really worried that the hospital visit had ruined my chances at getting pretty decent grades in 3 of my 5 classes (that day I missed 2 presentations, and a test, then the next day I had a test while still doped up). My teachers gave me the pleasant surprise of saying that they see no reason for me to not finish my semester with B's (or C's in the worst case scenario) if I just study pretty hard for the finals and keep up for the next few weeks. That really helped relieve a lot of stress that I've been feeling the past few weeks... because all of my classes this semester require at least a C to pass them and I want to graduate, dammit! Sort of sucks that my entire Thanksgiving break is going to consist of doing homework and extra credit to ensure that none of my grades slip but, that's life. P.S. I am so friggin excited about this interview tomorrow! P.P.S. Matt, you better call me. Or I will be sad. 1 think they are| are you the one for me?

[14 Nov 2008|12:16am] 2 life threatening experiences in 1 week. Good stuff. P.S. I really wish I knew what they put in that IV, cause my dreams that night were incredibly exciting and colorful. P.P.S. for all of you who were not there in Richmond when they announced Obama had won, here's a nice video a fellow VCU student posted I am never going to forget that night. are you the one for me?

Dream a little dream [10 Nov 2008|03:03am] Another day, another night of trying not to sleep. Because every time that I allow myself to dream, they always become nightmares with him as the main villain. Last night he helped someone rape me, the night before that, he beat me and left me for dead. Every night, a new horrible fate. It's been over a week since these started, and instead of running out of ideas, he seems to actually be becoming more imaginative in ways to make my dreams hell. P.S. 5 x 0 still equals 0, no matter how you look at it. 6 think they are| are you the one for me?

[28 Oct 2008|07:50pm] This past week has been amazing and confusing, uplifting and crushing. For starters, last Tuesday my professor helped prove that rejection does indeed temporarily affect your IQ... because I got a 61 on the test I took the day after Mark dumped me, even though I've been doing great in the class otherwise. There goes the Dean’s List. Then Thursday morning my car broke so I had to call AAA, and the mechanic that came to fix my car ended up asking me out. He's nice, but I'm certainly not looking for anything right now, but it is nice to have a new friend. The Roanoke guys came up for a concert that night too and next thing I knew I was moshing and swing dancing to some of the best music to come to Richmond in ages, it was insane, uplifting, and incredibly invigorating. It also left me tired, covered in spilled alcohol and longing to dance more. But unfortunately instead it was time to go home, play games and drink lots, which just helped me calm down a little, but did not get rid of my surge of energy. Friday: bars with Kat and Kriston, as well as Rocky Horror and a night of weird ass movies with my girls. We also saw a falcon on campus kill and fly away with a squirrel. Amazing. <3 Saturday: Colin came down from B-more, we hit a huge ass kegger costume party that ended up having over 200 people show up and I did not stop drinking until 3am when Colin finally dragged me away from a bedroom where me and some people ended up in drinking Absinthe. They had run out of liquor downstairs, so I drunkenly went upstairs with the guys that live there and just drank their private stock with them. All I remember from up there is that some guy just walked in said "who wants to fuck?" and I responded "Link does!" then he cringed and left. I spent the rest of the night harassing the guy dressed as Link about how he wasn't good enough for the drunken man to have sex with. He seemed genuinely upset about this. We left shortly after someone outside decided to start shooting and Colin got sleepy. Sunday: Colin and I hit up Belle then spent three hours driving around Richmond and discovering new and amazing places that I did not even know existed. We also accidentally interrupted a police drug bust while looking at a closed down school, but I can honestly say that that’s the most people I have ever seen in handcuffs at one time. I’m not going to get into the crushing stuff, because enough people already know about them by now, and I don’t feel like thinking about it too much since I am in class right now. P.S. If you cut out my tongue, I'll split your dick. But it's ok, because then you can get out of any ticket for the rest of your life. P.P.S. Who knew that Mt. Zion was in Richmond overlooking a ghetto? are you the one for me?

[13 Oct 2008|08:06pm] back from AUSA, back to school. The con was amazing, till sunday. When we woke up that morning, Mark broke up with me. P.S. I know it's incredibly stupid, but it hurt to have to change my status on facebook. 1 think they are| are you the one for me?

[28 Sep 2008|10:29am] Incredibly Weird Dream: I went to a party and Mark just left me there without a word, so these other guys cheered me up and I ended up leaving with this really sweet fat guy who wore green suits. There was a strange blackness slowly taking over the planet. Stuff that looked like sea foam was corrosive and destroying everything it touched I traveled home to find that my city was dark, windy and somehow turning sideways.... there were cosplayers there too. The river current sucked my friend under, so we tried to use hard drives to get the river to let him go, instead, we got a boat. The same boat that had been tattooed on my friends arm. Everything was just a game. There were constant scenes of me, a small smart kid and the fat guy from the party playing various board games.You needed to land on the green guy (can't remember his name) to stay up on the board. If you landed on anyone else, you fell to your doom. But usually the green guy would save you and put you on a table away from your friends and all I remember from there was that it was terrifying at that table. While traveling to get away from the darkness, I was leaping over fences with a sick dog and then a man said he was going to puke if I got my dog near him. We jumped over his fence anyways. He puked all over the place, and then told me to save everyone. Then a strange man went past a group of us running away from the darkness saying "Ellen" as he went. Then there was a flashback to how this guy is actually a robot and Ellen was a girl from one of my companions childhood that said robot had abducted, so my friend went running after him..... then the dog next door started howling and woke me up =( I wish the dog would shut up already, because I really want to see how this thing ends. P.S. Oktoberfest = totally awesome are you the one for me?

Blackout [16 Sep 2008|05:20pm] This is my 5th year here in Richmond and I had never seen such a huge blackout, the streets, buildings, even the parking garages were just dead. People were crowding the streets because they all classes were canceled. Ambulances and cops were racing everywhere, because people around her apparently do not understand that out lights mean a four way stop. So, after cautiously driving through campus, parking in an oddly dim parking lot and seeing people stuck in the deck elevator (they have a glass wall on one side), I headed across the street and saw the commons were even dark.... maybe my test would be canceled? Nope. 2 buildings somehow managed to keep power, one of them being where my test was being held. Damn. But either way, it was very odd to walk around a dark campus, this didn't even happen when the whole campus flooded 4 years go, so I'm really interested in finding out what caused it. P.S. I've been sleeping a lot more lately and feeling nausea in the mornings, it's starting to get quite annoying. 2 think they are| are you the one for me?

In a world, where movie previews sounded fucking cool... [03 Sep 2008|09:48am] Well, sadly that won't be happening anymore, Don LaFontaine aka the voice over on nearly every movie preview the last 4 decades, died Monday. I honestly don't think movies will be quite the same now without his historic baritone. His voice had the power to not only captivate a whole audience, but also somehow make any movie seem watchable. RIP Dan LaFontaine This article has a lot of really good samples of his work, in case you still aren't certain who he is. http://www.aintitcool.com/node/38150 3 think they are| are you the one for me?

To the "anonymous" commenter: [01 Sep 2008|10:50pm] I actually did try to e-mail your old address since you claimed that none of your info changed, but it said that that doesn't exist anymore, and I am not entirely sure that I remember your number correctly... cause, ya know, it's been six years and all, and I don't want to phone some poor random person. Anyways, just let me know how you want to do this now... I have already given you my e-mail address/SN/phone number in a previous post, so I suppose the ball is now in your court. are you the one for me?

[20 Aug 2008|11:05am] I don't feel like writing a huge entry about what happened the past few days, so here goes a quick synopsis. Thursday: Meredith and I went bowling, and after 2hrs of scores getting progressively lower and our humor getting more childish, Mark showed up. Then he kicked our asses and we all went home. I forgot he used to work at a bowling alley Friday: ate at an amazing Indian restaurant called Supper of India over at Worldgate. I highly recommend it to anyone, it was just so good. Then we saw Tropic Thunder, which was absolutely fabulous and has been the topic of quite a few conversations since then, also, I have a new found crush on Robert Downey Jr and was surprised at Tom Cruise actually being good. Muthafucka can dance! After watching tv with my folks for a bit, Mark and I headed over to Jenn's "MDF2" party, where Mark and I worked out all the issues we were having (yay!) and proved that Mark wasn't drunk yet, through science, of course. There are some utterly fantastic pics from that night, including one where Mark apparently flipped over and put his hand in my crotch, so it looks quite a bit like we're doing dirty things in our sleep. It made me giggle. Oh yea, I also learned that you shouldn't eat limes that have been sitting on the table all day, no matter how yummy them may appear Saturday: all of us went to IHOP, where I stole Jenn's ice cream and got her addicted to Cooking Mama again. After Mark and I dropped off everyone else, we decided to head home... after a trip to the pool. Mark was very impressed with the community center and finally agreed that my job seems pretty kickass, bout damn time! That night Dom and Matt convinced me to go to their party, but they forgot to mention that Jimmy was there, and drunk, so I got to have him yell at me and do that pathetic angry face of his while he trashed talked me and my friends. Sunday: Tera aka the girl Jimmy was mostly talking shit about, invited me to the MAYHEM festival to thank me for helping her. We ran into some of his "friends" there, and they made me promise to not tell him they were there, cause they're all avoiding that jackass too. The absolute show stealer was Disturbbed, dear god not only did they sound amazing and have a great interaction with the audience, but they also brought up a little girl from the audience and told her to cover her ears whenever the bad words come. It was cute. Slipknot was eh, except I gotta give them props since one of them had 2 broken feet and the other a horribly sprained ankle, so at the end of the show one had to get into a wheelchair and the other had to be carried off by his band mates. Got to respect people that put their work first like that. This was also Tera's first rock concert, so she was dressed all preppy, and had no idea what a mosh pit, crowd surfing or even devil horns were, so I spent most of my day teaching her and trying to coax her into trying to mosh. Monday: went to MD, had lots of fun with the guys and played lots of Cooking Mama Tuesday: Prdel's stitches got really infected so we took her to the vet, where they said they were gonna have to put her under and operate. My mom broke down a bit, I think it was just too close to JJ for this to happen to another pet... Wow, this was still really long even though I skipped over a lot of stuff... P.S. It was really odd being at the Nissan Pavilion again, I hadn't been there since the whole Ozzfest incident back in HS are you the one for me?

Holy Crap! [14 Aug 2008|07:36pm] One week till I go back to Richmond for classes. Somehow it feels like my summer has both barely begun and dragged on at the same time. P.S. I stopped by the teen center to pick up my movies and all the kids faces literally just lit up and they screamed "Jen's back!" It was incredibly sweet and I already miss having to put up with them everyday, except Andrianna clinging to me nonstop. 1 think they are| are you the one for me?

Random Little Secret [09 Aug 2008|11:52pm] It still brings a smile to my face whenever I listen to one of the cd's my old HS bf gave me. Also, I sometimes wonder what he's up to nowadays 3 think they are| are you the one for me?

[04 Aug 2008|11:20pm] Well my weekend ended up not being nearly as bad as I for some reason was expecting it to be. For starters, I got paid on friday to go to Kings Dominion and have a ton of fun with all my kids and there's really nothing quite like getting paid to go on roller coasters. Then on Saturday Mark came down to help celebrate my birthday slightly early and after giving me a bottle of my favorite tequila, because my boyfriend knows the way to my heart is through my liver, we went and picked up Jesse and headed to Dave and Busters. The bartender was sweet, she bought me a shot for my birthday and the bartender that my friends and I had last week asked Colin if any of the guys there were my boyfriend because he liked me... I still wish he'd asked Mark instead, that would have just been priceless. Anyways, 6hrs, many shots and far too many rounds of trivia later, I got an adorable teddy bear thanks to all the guys and we headed out with most of our group. I say most because we lost my friends Devon and Max and I didn't even fully realize it until we were a few miles down the road. Oops. Sadly though, Jesse forgot that he had promised to be our DD was too drunk to drive, so poor Mark had to step up and be all responsible. Sunday was interesting. My grandparents came over, partially for my birthday and partially to see how the kitten we took in from their neighborhood was doing. GramGram made us all an amazing lunch and some yummy summer time cake then Mark and I headed over to Alexandria to see the other Jenn. She tricked us into going to the mall, but made up for it by coming with us to CCR aka VA's 'classiest' strip club, where the food is surprisingly good and decently priced. It was really entertaining too because I kept having to make Mark move because his head got in the way of me staring at the strippers while he was eating. There were sadly not nearly as many attractive dancers this time around though, although that was probably partially our fault for going early on a Sunday... not exactly prime-time in the strip club world. Oh yea, and today the kids at my camp somehow found out my bday is tomorrow and all decided to sing to me. It was really cheesy, but sort of cute too. P.S. It takes all the fun out of being stealthy about taking a glass from a restaurant when the put it in a box for you. 3 think they are| are you the one for me?

[02 Aug 2008|12:33pm] So the plan for the weekend (in case I somehow forgot to call/IM/text you) is: Dave and Busters at White Flint Mall at 6pm then a couple of parties in Fairfax. Sunday: Jenn and I are going to attempt to get our tattoos and then we are taking advantage of the VA tax free weekend. Also, a few of us are hitting the 11pm Dark Knight showing at Udvar Hazy's IMAX. Tickets are 12.50 and you can buy em here: http://purchase.tickets.com/buy/TicketPurchase Hit me up if you care to join. Love y'all! 5 think they are| are you the one for me?

[30 Jul 2008|11:47pm] Well damn, I went from having no idea what to do for my birthday weekend because I had no plans, to having no idea because people suggested too many things. - Jenn thinks we should all go to 6 Flags on sunday to celebrate. - A few of the guys suggested Dave and Busters so I could get drunk and kick their asses at trivia, plus Mark would have PIU. - The Fairfax guys want me to come out to some parties, including one on saturday at a farm with lots of animals, and that just sounds killer. - Colin really wants me and Mark to go check out some new abandoned sites he found last weekend for his next project. - Then David reminded me we're supposed to go on our "journey" this weekend... but that would just be me and him for the whole weekend. Stupid people wanting to do stuff with me all at once. P.S. Summer Fun is a great camp for kids, even if the occasional youngster looses a finger or two... I mean, that happens at every state run camp, right? are you the one for me?

[25 Jul 2008|11:07pm] Have I mentioned lately how much I fucking love my job? I just got paid for 12hrs of watching movies and going white water rafting. P.S. Our guide was totally a crab person. We're on to them. 1 think they are| are you the one for me?

Somethings Gotta Give [15 Jul 2008|10:29pm] The camp that I work at is great. I love the kids, my coworkers and I mesh really well, we seem to learn something new everyday (i.e. if you have asthma, inhalers are handy) and the activities never leave me bored. But there are some huge problems that come with it... for starters, the camp does not end till 5pm (sometimes later) and I have class at 5pm.... 30mins away. This has been a real pain from the start since it means that we have to either get back from our trips really early, I have to be late to class or I need to skip work all together on those days. We have tried our best to get back in time for me to drive to class, but all but one time I have been late so far, and while I didn't think much of it since my last ASL teacher was very understanding, my new teacher told me today that if I am late one more time, I fail. I'm sort of iffy on whether or not I truly care though, because this teacher is pretty bad and due to her copious amounts of homework and projects, she has actually made me fall behind in my other class... but I still need this damn course to graduate in December, so it is not a matter that can be taken lightly. All of the stress and hectic nature of taking 2 summer classes, working full time, and trying to have a social life has also lead me to forget to take my medication on several occasions, and just trust me when I say that it's bad to have someone who has panic attacks and ADHD to forget their meds. Hyper/spastic/moody counselors do not make good counselors; not to mention I'm sure it's a pain for Mark when I act weirder then normal. So basically: my work is making me late to class, which is making me fail that, but that class is making me fail my other course, and all of them combined is making me forget my meds, which just makes the cycle more devastating because I can't focus/get organized/control myself. Clearly, something has to give in order for me to get my life back on track. Right now it looks like it has to be work, because I definitely want to graduate and need the classes to do so. Also, if I quit work I could go to MD and Richmond more often to harass people, and possibly have a tiny bit of a social life again, but I love my job so much and don't want to just give it up. It's especially difficult to think about leaving because, quite honestly, I do not think that Rico could handle the responsibilities if me or Tia ever left. Dammit. I don't fucking know what to do. P.S. Our new kitten likes to French kiss me, and it sort of creeps me out. are you the one for me?

May Sum Up [01 Jun 2008|06:05pm] Now that the month is finally over, I am going to follow my mother's example and list everything bad that happened, just to get it out there and off my chest. It has seemed to really pick her back up after all of this, so lets see what it does for me. - Failed my first class ever - Justin's 2 day business trip turned into 2 weeks of him being trapped out there. - My parent's basement flooded - Richmond house flooded 2x - Dad got rid of our pool - Mike fell in the fire - The tree fell on the power lines - Jet ski took on water - Justin got badly burned from the flare - The sailboat broke when Wetzel flipped it - Jon Boat engine broke, resulting in them getting towed in - Scott still won't talk to me - My Dad underwent surgery - We lost JJ - Mike tried to commit suicide - The Pontiac and 525 both broke - Cried in public a few times - Josh (my cousin) got sent to Iraq - Nick broke the lease on his room - Dustin moved - Dan got raided, might go to jail for a few years - Had to go to the doctor for yet another emergency - Made an ass of myself at Joan's Well, I think that's about it. It's been one hell of a month, and it is one that I am not particularly sad to see go. P.S. One major plus side to this month has been that now that I live in Herndon for the summer, I get to see Mark and harass my MD boys more often. are you the one for me?

[29 May 2008|12:42am] Thank you for not only giving me 18 years of happiness and amazing memories, but for putting up with all the horrible and stupid things I did to you as a child. I remember throwing you down a spiral staircase because someone (probably Justin) told me cats could fly, then once I thought you needed a haircut... turned out whiskers are quite important and cats walk funny when you cut them. How was a 5 year old supposed to know? You also taught me that cats do not like dryers, but it does make them surprisingly fluffy. But that one was your own fault for falling asleep in the laundry. You will be incredibly missed and it is going to be very odd without you, especially since I literally can not remember anything from before you came along. Also, I am a little disappointed, because as a kid I really did almost think that you might be immortal after you survived all the dumb stuff I did. JJ, you certainly had more then the fabled 9 lives, and I will always love you. R.I.P. JJ 5/17/1990 - 5/28/2008 P.S. God, you better stock up on mice. JJ has a fierce appetite for those little buggers. :edit: I found these pictures in my old photobucket account and felt it was too good not to post That's JJ probably about 15yrs ago about 2 years ago at the beach 2 think they are| are you the one for me?

[22 May 2008|01:00pm] A bit of respect was gained last night for the state of Maryland, because I have found a place that carries my favorite Tequila, and it's just a tiny bit more convenient then flying to Vegas to get it. It should also be noted that this store has a kitty cat running around in it and cashiers that flirt by claiming someone's ID is fake, quite the entertaining place. Also, I'm not sure what was worse...being ignored, or being used to try and make a situation less awkward. Either way though, crying in public is fucking lame. 1 think they are| are you the one for me?

[11 May 2008|07:55pm] I'm really not sure how I got to be so lucky, or if I even deserve it. But either way, I am so very grateful. 1 think they are| are you the one for me?

[07 Apr 2008|11:41pm] oh yea, so I'm alive and stuff. Forgot I even had this thing for quite awhile honestly. I may start to post again, we shall see. Mostly depends on how bored I get. 3 think they are| are you the one for me?

Wrods escape me [21 Mar 2007|09:53pm] http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/03/15/dog.head.ap/index.html I simply can't even begin to express how disgusted I am that someone could even do this to a living creature, but then to take it one step further and use it to hurt some poor teenager whose already distraught... people truly sicken me sometimes. On a much lighter note, but also animal related, I must see this movie: http://www.apple.com/trailers/independent/blacksheep/trailer/ 1 think they are| are you the one for me?

meme time! [31 Jan 2007|08:20pm] Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one or two (maybe even three) reasons why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love. 7 think they are| are you the one for me?

meme [21 Nov 2006|02:08pm] Since apparently I was tagged a few weeks ago RULES OF THE MEME: Write a journal entry for this meme with six random facts about yourself. Then pick six of your friends list and tag them - no tag backs. These rules should be included in your entry. 1. I have only been in 5 'official' relationships, but have dated probably somewhere around 10xs that amount 2. I only go to conventions to hang out with friends and get away from life, I'm not even really an Otaku / gamer anymore. 3. Last year I was only 3 points away from making the Dean's list, perhaps proving that I do have some degree of intelligence in my lil blonde brain. 4. I actually really miss High School (mostly just jr and senior year though, fuck being a frosh) 5. This past year we've had at least 7 pets stay in our house, even though our lease says no animals allowed. 6. My parents are my landlords. And no, it's really not that great. I'm too lazy to do the html, but I tag: angst_pirate ghostfaceposta mr_jenius lonelypunk bunny_san vroope are you the one for me?

Making Amends [13 Nov 2006|06:01pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] I just got quite the random call while in Math class (which I'm still in, but yay for wireless) Seth called. From the Fairfax County Adult Correctional Facility. He said that he was trying to make amends with me and how sorry he is for everything he did to me, we only had 60secs of phone time before I had to put money into, which I found to be impossible since my phone is under my mom's name and my credit card is under mine. I called my mom to see if she would accept the charges and call them to tell them so, but she said that he was probably only calling because he has while in like 10 step program or some such, she only is interested in hearing how long he's in jail for and for what.... He's supposed to be calling me back in about 20mins, but it sounds like I won't be able to take the call since I couldn't put the money on the phone, so I guess I'll never know his true reasons for calling me tonight. The odd part is, I started crying after talking to him.... it was just so stranger to even just hear his voice for a moment. It brought back all that pain all over again. He's the reason why I still don't trust, he's the reason that I still hate myself, and most importantly, he's the reason why I always try my damnedest to be the best person I can be.... because I promised myself I would never be like that. I would never lie to everyone I cared about and ruin their lives just so I could have a little fun. Just figured I'd post this since most of my older friends on here remember all my issues back in HS with him, especially Jessi, Audrey and Bre, who should remember all the pain he brought me constantly. 8 think they are| are you the one for me?

Apologies [13 Oct 2006|09:20am] [ mood | sleepy ] I just wanted to apologize to everyone who I've been pretty much ignoring for the last few months, I still truly do care, but it's just that too much for me to even begin to explain has happened recently. My life has been far too hectic as of late to barely even check my e-mail, let alone update / read friends lists on LJ I'll honestly try my best to get back on to here and to keep in better touch with all of you ASAP, but for now, if you really wish to reach me AIM or the cell is probably best. Other then that, don't be too surprised if I remain pretty much MIA for a while longer while my life hopefully begins to settle down again. AIM: woainkitty cell: 571-225-6103 I love you guys and again, I'm sorry for seeming like I don't care as of late are you the one for me?

Story time boys and girls! [14 Aug 2006|05:07pm] so Jake said he wanted pictures of himself to help prove he existed and crap, so I took a few while we drank the other night and now I'm just really bored. So yea, please enjoy my stupidity. ( Read more... ) 4 think they are| are you the one for me?

Ben [26 Jul 2006|02:16am] I know it's been said enough on here, but here goes anyways: RIP Big Ben. We all thought it was a joke, and honestly it didn't even set in that you were really gone until the actual funeral. My only regret is that I held a grudge against you for awhile for being a manwhore....and because of that we didn't hang out that much as of late outside of cons, but it's great to think my last memory of you is an indepth conversation about porn at AMA. The service was beautiful, it even brought together Jake and Ryan (trust me, that's an accomplisment) and we drank afterwards just like you wanted. I hope you found what you were looking for hun, and please know that you will always be remembered and loved. p.s. Me and Jake joked that you were going to pop out of your casket and welcome us to BenCon 2k6 during the funeral. Also, the lady who sung made things awkward for all of us by being so awful that 1/2 of the guests started to laugh a little 7 think they are| are you the one for me?

girl watchers and creepy con men [25 Jun 2006|02:16pm] [ mood | sick ] So I haven't updated for a bit, so that means I get to write about a whole bunch of things. whee! first up, my exciting trip to Belle over a week ago, where I got to have someone arrested. oh what fun! Basically, I was sun bathing down on the outskirts of the island when this guy comes by and asks about a path, I think nothing of it because some of the paths are pretty random and just go back to laying down. Then I get that feeling that like I'm being watched... I look over and see this guy masturbating like 10ft away from me! He suddenly seemed to realize it's weirding me out and then actually comes over and sits beside me to talk and bitches about how he didn't get to "skeet"(yes he really said that). I just sort of went with it because 1. I suck at saying no and 2. I talked with him long enough to remember what he looked like, where he worked and got a name, Antonio (what a great name for a bald middle aged black man) The creepiest part was that he kept saying I looked "healthy" and tried to reassure me over and over again that he wasn't going to rape me. That scared me quite a bit to say the least. The best part though was that when the Richmond police finally showed up over 30mins later the cop was smoking and started bitching about how I was gonna make him work. To top it off, I got a sunburn. Oh well, I do think it's safe to say I won't be sunbathing there alone for quite awhile. So, onwards to AMA! I had an amazing time pretending to do bukkake with all the guests using Kahlua whip creme, eating from condoms and having said condoms filled with creme explode on top of girls heads. The only panel I went to was guests uncensored, where I got to lick whip creme off the guests and help get them all drunk. twas fun. Also got to meet tons of new people, including this spiffy guy who calls himself Jaketacular, whom I shall Bruce, cause I can never seem to remember his name when we hang out... anyways, thanks in part to him and his friends, con-goers aren't allowed back to the Marriott next year. Well done guys. Really the only weird part was that this like 40yr old skinny bald guy stared at me all weekend then finally came up to me and told me that I was even cuter then the year before and that he wanted to date me. After I told him I had a boyfriend he said that was alright, but then proceeded to follow me around for the rest of the weekend. That was frightening. I was also told by another random guy that I was his "soulmate" Oh yea, and apparently it's been nearly impossible to swallow for the past few days because I have tonsillitis, which apparently is almost always something only kids get. Guess I'm just special like that. The best part is I can't take any medience at all for it because I'm allergic to penicillin and the rest of the meds would go against my birth control, so this should be fun. Still no word on why my back spasms have returned though, which is starting to really worry me, especially since they've never been this bad before. 20 think they are| are you the one for me?

injuries [06 Jun 2006|04:33pm] Alright so I've been pretty much absent from everything lately (including leaving my house) because I sliced my finger open the other day while washing dishes, pretty much a cup got pissed off at me for trying to clean it and bit me, resulting in a huge chunk of glass ripping into my pointer and being the smart one I am, I waited to see if it would ever stop bleeding... it didn't. Then by the time I went to the ER it was too late for stitches so it continued bleeding for nearly another full day and it still hurts. (side note: I'm kinda glad it was too late, because honestly I was terrified at the thought of stitches) On the plus side though I made my brother freak out and got blood all over the bathroom, which for some reason resulted in our new roommate thinking I was on my period... he's an odd one. I also ripped open my feet while wondering on Belle the same day, but that's another painful and stupid story. are you the one for me?

[02 Jun 2006|02:21pm] Taken from luguvalium Who'd have thought that Rolling Stone would be the first one to really open up about the Ohio incident... Was the 2004 election stolen? by Robert F Kennedy, Jr are you the one for me?

Oh what a night [28 May 2006|02:18pm] Last night I learned a few very interesting things, one of which I still really don't know what to do about. Or if I'll do anything at all for that matter. I also think part of me really did want to go through with it just because it seemed like it'd be a little slice of revenge at last. No one would've probably ever known, but for some reason I think it would have personally made me feel like I'd finally returned just a little bit of the pain I'd received. One other thing, that was the first time I've cried while telling that story in over a year. It makes me wonder if I'm either not really over it, or I just shouldn't drink before going into something like that. P.S. Justin, I actually had your post bitching about LJ obscurity come to mind while writing this. 4 think they are| are you the one for me?

meme time [16 May 2006|10:49pm] If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? All replies will be permanently screened because it's a secret. Then repost this in your LJ. You might be surprised with the responses you get. are you the one for me?

[10 May 2006|01:08am] Alright, I'm a bit concerned now....I drive up to see that there's an ambulance outside our house with EMTs and cops talking to one of my roommates and his ex. 3 think they are| are you the one for me?

The final final and illegal pow wows [08 May 2006|11:57pm] [ mood | sleepy ] Life has certainly been interesting lately. For starters we had two cops walk in on our house pow wow last night. It was one of those moments where you just think "oh shit what did we do?" Then it slowly sinks in "wait... we're not even doing anything." It's just the only thing that can come to mind when cops come in your house. It probably didn't help that when they knocked we didn't even get up, Justin just said "come in, I swear we aren't talking about you." (NOTE: we thought it was Zak and we had indeed been talking about him on and off for at least an hour) Anyways, they asked us about a domestic dispute and mentioned fun things like "spitting up blood" and when we all look confused one of them walks out, checks the address again and this is what ensued Cop: "what's the address here?" us: "1620" Cops: "...right. and the street?" us: "Nottoway" Cops: "...we have the right address. Umm and you're sure no one was spitting up blood?" Then they left really awkwardly and we just kind of sat there confused as hell in silence, with our new roommate looking a bit worried. But I really wonder how weird they felt when walking in our house, most likely expecting lots of commotion, just to see 4 people sitting in a living room calmly talking. Found out later that it was all "boi drama" but that's another story. Speaking of drama, Carrie and Andrew are both most likely leaving within the week. I'm actually pretty sad about Carrie going, because yea she's loud as hell, but god is she a sweetie! When we sat around and talked for over 6hrs yesterday, it really made me realize how weird it'll be when she leaves. For starters, it'll be quiet. Plus, she was the only girl here the whole year, so it was sort of me and her against the house. Then there's Andrew, the only thing we'll be loosing is a smelly slob who yells at his gf and treats his family like crap. But I will miss having the whole house kind of come together to bitch about him. That was greatness. It really is strange though, since we were such good friends last year, and now I just want him out of my sight, mostly because of how he treats his 'loved ones.' It just sickens me to watch him abuse anyone like that. Our first new roommate, Jordan, will be moving in in a few days too. She was part of our big pow wow yesterday, where us girls (and Justin) talked about nearly everything from school to cleaning. Carrie has deemed her "the new Jen" because she's a neat freak like me, we even shared some of our favorite cleaning tips. Jordan seems like a really great girl, very easy to talk to, pretty laid back and just fun. To top it off Carrie was actually nice enough to offer her room early because Jordan is getting thrown out of the dorms on Friday, that's really great since not only is it bigger then Andrew's... but Andrew still won't tell us when he's leaving and god does it reek in there. It seriously smells like something died in his room months ago. Whatever he leaves behind is getting burned, and I am not joking on that. Ryan is also doing pretty well, he's in NY for modeling/acting/business and is in a pretty decent part of the city. Things still aren't great though, because of course the guy I was head over heels for when I first met Ryan is trying to put himself back in the picture now. Most likely because his dream girl aka his "bestfriend" turned him down and started dating someone else. But I digress. I'm supposed to go up there in a week or two to see the city for the first time, visit OBers, try and see Nina, whom I miss greatly and of course see Ryan. It's been really weird not having him around all the time to joke with and of course yell at, but I will admit my grades have probably gone up since he left. Oh right, and Carrie was swooning over him last night, it was quite amusing, she even said she wanted a guy like him someday. Anyways, my final final is tomorrow at 4pm and after that it's time to travel, party, and catch up on sleep. P.S. I'm really gonna miss my hot dyke professor. are you the one for me?

Weird Weekend [03 Apr 2006|01:44am] I should be working on my paper that's due tomorrow, but I just can't stop thinking about this weekend. First on Friday I got stuck in traffic on 495 for about 2hrs... but I made some new "friends." Got invited by some guys in the lane beside me to go to something called "the Buzz," but I couldn't get out of my lane in time to go with them. I also got hit on by some weird middle eastern guys who appeared to have their mom in the car. Defensive driving class was far more fun then expected. but also kinda weird since the girl beside me apparently knows quite a few people that have been shot. Someone in the class also thought that me and my brother were married. But those things weren't so bad, what was just weird is that when I went up to MD to see Skits, Will and Scott for a simple movie and bowling. The the next thing I know Scott is being sent to the hospital. 8 guys jumped and mugged him while he was walking down to the theater. For no fucking reason they all started hitting him in the face and took his walet, you'd think they would at least go for someone that looks like they have money. Me and Skits heard people yelling that there was a fight, so we went to go check it out... and then I see Scott laying on the ground with blood everywhere. He was covered in blood and had no idea where he was, let alone that he'd even gotten attacked. Even now he doesn't remember any of the attack, he doesn't even remember at least 10mins before that either. God, no one helped him. Some lady informed me that she started to pray for him while getting beat, but no one even stepped up. It's a miracle someone actually pryed themselves away from staring long enough to go get a security guard. btw, when talking to the police later I found out this was apparently about the 20th mugging that night. Scott was just the first one to fight back. Although, I will admit it was kinda funny that 1) the police apparently thought Scott was deaf and 2) the muggers dropped most of his wallet cause it was mostly crap The hospital was an interesting experience all together, because we were sitting there joking with Scott and generally laughing our asses off in the waiting room. This response got us yelled at by a nurse, stating that we needed to quiet down and that "laughter is not allowed." It was also great because when we called his parents to let him know, they really didn't seem to care. A few times we tried to tell Scott that the whole mugging was just an April Fools joke, but somehow I doubt he believed us. Plus Scott asked for a kiss when we were leaving cause we'd been joking the night before about all the pity sex he's gonna get. I told him maybe next week. Comon, he was still bloody! Btw, you can tell that a nerd is ok if they can answer videogame trivia. and yes. Skits truly is the definition of a Jew. All in all: best OB meet up ever The oddest thing is that I felt fine about all of this until just now when I started writing... I suddenly just started crying and feeling so bad for not being there for him. Guess Skits was right about me not being ok 6 think they are| are you the one for me?

Jason [23 Mar 2006|02:37pm] I was going through some of my old pictures and stummbled across this one from back when I went to Ultrazone... just thought I'd post it. God I'd forgotten just how great all of them were. It's such a shame we fell out of touch. he's the one in the red cap. 13 think they are| are you the one for me?

[19 Mar 2006|01:35am] nothing is quite as weird as having the guy you're seeing look at photos of your first boyfriend and say "wow, you two looked perfect together. I can't believe you didn't get married." it's even worse that my mom agreed. he also said that me and Seth didn't look like we "fit" the only thing worse would maybe be when his dad made comments like "it's ok that he pays for you, you repay him in other ways..." that's just wrong. p.s. being kissed by a hot nude stripper and then watching her slap other people for even getting close to her is awesome. are you the one for me?

update at last. sort of. [28 Jan 2006|05:46pm] as promised, here is my update on winter break and all that jazz. but in bullet form since I did quite a bit since my last real update... + Vegas tried deep fried twinkie and oreo's (nasty) Ave Q was fucking amazing! so was meeting the New Orleans couple beside us, they were really sweet and funny Justin won $425 on slots and $100 in blacjack I won $45 on slots the freemont shows were great we managed to get the same taxi driver everytime... really weird. still pissed at TI for closing off the street. fuckers. mom loved the .75 margaritas a bit too much. nearly got in a fight while watching the lion cubs. I still say they were siblings/lovers some guy tried selling me his hookah for $5 poor dildo lady at the airport. but at least she was quite entertaining for us. airport slot machines are expensive here are a few pictures from the Vegas trip http://photobucket.com/albums/v513/uzneko/vegas/ (fyi, I looked pissed cause we were walking quite a bit and not sleeping very much) + DE Europlayfulness modern art yummy food Claire's dad is so gangsta +New Years 6 people standing around in Richmond looks slightly suspicious Richmond cops fail at life 7-11 is a great hiding spot density sucks! "it's ok, because I trim" apparently all you need to party is dr.mario and katamari. oh, and Dino Riki of course. + MAGfest chilled mainly with the EA guys got free room and food the concerts were amazing! got trashed with the NESkimos, Kon and a very cool guy named Mike spending time with Ryan (minus him being an emotional drunk) +n00bicon Europlayful again jell-o / shaving creme wrestling Dio wearing my undies the "wholesome whore" outfit getting banged by everyone korean bbq Kat delcaring me her "hero" the bathroom at Doudle T's Diner being "covered in drama" + school not a spill not a spill: part deus! 'teapots are fun to smoke' my name is Jimmy Ararwar 1 is better then 2 it's NOT garlic! wtf? *emo tear. not mutant eye* more holes are better the pirate can't be a pirate without a pirate. I'm such a Gifbog BEWARE: I exhale carbondioxide 2 think they are| are you the one for me?

stolen from a bunch of people [21 Jan 2006|01:07am] mainly just posting something since pbsweetheart sent me a message asking me to post something. I'll put up something other then just stupid meme's soon. promise. so apparently I'm both dead/extinct but 4 people die "putting me on" every day. even death won't sotp me. Ten Top Trivia Tips about Uzastalker! Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than uzastalker! Medieval knights put the skin of uzastalker on their sword handles to improve the grip. Uzastalker is the only one of the original Seven Wonders of the World that still survives. If uzastalker was life size, she would stand 7 ft 2 inches tall and have a neck twice the size of a human! Every day in the UK, four people die putting uzastalker on. The National Heart Foundation recommends eating uzastalker at least three times a week! Louisa May Alcott, author of 'Little Uzastalker', hated uzastalker and only wrote the book at her publisher's request. The opposite sides of uzastalker always add up to seven. Contrary to popular belief, uzastalker is not successful at sobering up a drunk person, and in many cases she may actually increase the adverse effects of alcohol. Uzastalker was declared extinct in 1902. I am interested in - do tell me aboutherhimitthem 1 think they are| are you the one for me?

stolen from fausti [06 Jan 2006|10:01pm] by limitedbythesky uzastalker's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 27% Politically Correct!) Started : 31st December 2005 11:54:39 PM Ended : 01st January 2006 12:06:38 PM Alco Money! : $ 547 Guests of Honour myuutsuu is a sprightly Muslim. myuutsuu drank 5 Poteens, 4 Absinthes, 2 Everclears. nwat is an up-tight Fundementalist Christian who never washes their hands after they visit the bathroom - even when they shit on them. nwat decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs. deityofdeath is a paranoid Taoist. deityofdeath drank 1 Goldschlager. solderqueen is an enthusiastic Agnostic and the perfect example on why its probably best not to drink 10 bottles of wine a night. solderqueen drank 12 Red Wines, 5 Cognacs. kneadygirl is a paranoid Muslim and a newbie boozer. kneadygirl drank 9 Gins, 7 Aftershocks, 1 Stout, 1 Absinthe, 1 Pernod. jessi16 is a downhearted Liberal Christian and is as anti-alcohol as they come. jessi16 drank 1 Pulque. bunny_san is an upbeat Muslim. bunny_san drank 9 Vodkas. tearswontfallx is a good-humored Hindu and a prime contender for degenerate of the year 2006. tearswontfallx drank 5 Aftershocks, 7 Coffee Liqueurs, 5 Whiskeys, 1 Lager. uzastalker is an up-tight Hindu. uzastalker drank 17 Sambuccas, 3 White Wines. skittle5 is a disconsolate Buddhist. skittle5 drank 15 Kahluas. nabeshin is a spiritless Wiccan. nabeshin drank 17 Lagers. Sick! Anyone for tomato soup? There's enough of it on the floor from last night! About 8 portions in fact! Fights At approximately 04:05:09 AM nwat attempted to summon the demons out of nabeshin by baptising them over the toilet. The police were summoned shortly before nabeshin's soul could be saved by Holy Jesus. Lovers There is a high probability that after last nights ahem....display of affection that kneadygirl and bunny_san will be announcing kneadygirl's glorious pregnancy pretty soon. The Drunkest Oh uzastalker! You make Alex Higgins look dry! You sultry fellow thou! Random Events kneadygirl offered tearswontfallx £500 for just one sniff of their knickers. kneadygirl can now be contacted at kneadygirl_give_us_a_sniff@hotmail.com. uzastalker accused bunny_san of having sold their brothers vibrator to slovakian terrorists in exchange for a guided tour of a gay brothel in minsk. Happy New Year! Do you believe in all of that New Years Resolution shit? If not, celebrate the New Year as you mean to go on with the ultimate new years party from hell! Enter your name below to experience the ultimate in complete useless bollocks! Your Hero God Loves Coke. ( another quiz, cut to try and keep things short ) I'll post all about my amazing Vegas trip w/ pics later on, as well as possibly go into all the other traveling I've been doing lately. this break has been going incredibly well so far. btw, I <3 my new icons! 4 think they are| are you the one for me?

Vegas time [25 Dec 2005|11:13pm] damnit, what am I supposed to do in Vegas when I'm only 19? nearly everything there is for 21+ this should be interesting 8 think they are| are you the one for me?

Happy Holiday Thingy [25 Dec 2005|03:25pm] hope everyone is having a good one. anyways, time for me to start packing for Las Vegas, we head out tomorrow morning. 1 think they are| are you the one for me?

2005 recap [24 Dec 2005|01:03am] go through you past year of entries and just post the first sentence of every month Jan: my new years resolution: loose about 30pds and get my personal life under control. didn't keep either of those Feb: alright, these past 2 weeks have been fucking awesome! yes, there's been drama, but who fucking cares?! March: I really do hate that fact that I just proved Peter's statment true. April: well since my roommate has already shared this information with all of my dorm and everyone on my buddy list, I figured I might as well share it with all of you as well. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v513/uzneko/Richmond/bj.jpg May: This makes no sense. We get on good terms again and go out for a night of fun and she ends up doing the same thing that made me stop talking to her last time. June: who are you? July: no postings at all. August: so I've been off this site for over a month, that's a first for me. in over 3yrs that's a first. September: college is going well. enjoying classes and meeting new people. October: damn you Ryan, it's because of you that I didn't get to have sex with Patrick Stewart the other night! November: I just had one of the best weekends in years thanks to forgetting entirely about school and having fun. my impression of that weekend changed slightly later December: they recently had a special Q&A sex advice session with some private investigators, and here are some of the best from the article. Overall an interesting year, even just in first sentences. But dear lord did this year hurt... ( 2005 Q&A ) are you the one for me?

AIDES and condoms [13 Dec 2005|03:22pm] this movie was part of the PSAs for the 18th annual World AIDS Day (Dec. 1) and I thought it was really well done, and not to mention reminds me of every girls search for love...(well, sort of) AIDES it may take a minute or two to download since it is sort of long. Commercial and music video director Wilfrid Brimo won Cannes' prestigious Lion d'Or with his full-length public service announcement AIDES, featuring music by, appropriately enough, The Vibrators. on that note, China has developed the first liquid condom The packaging makes it look like Silly String for bisexual ravers. are you the one for me?

whoops =( [06 Dec 2005|06:15pm] Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In August I helped hiroe hide a body (-173 points). In July I gave luminashadow a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). In June I bought porn for ghostfaceposta (10 points). Last Friday I punched enderofdragon in the arm (-10 points). Last Monday I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-199 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking! Sincerely, uzastalker Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username: 10 think they are| are you the one for me?

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